Just Thinking Out Loud

April 6, 2009

Opening day for Baltimore Orioles

Filed under: Observations in Life — Tags: , , , — laranieberding @ 3:11 pm

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All I ever hear is how the economy sucks. The media is all over how many people are unemployed or losing jobs. So, let me ask you this…

Who can afford to go to opening day for the Baltimore Orioles?

Professional sporting events have become a luxury entertainment. Add it up. Ticket, refreshments and a souvenir and you can kiss that college savings good bye.

Why would you want to go to opening day for the Baltimore Orioles?

Good gracious those professional athletes make millions of dollars a year. In fact, a professional athlete will make more in one year than I will make in a life time. When we are in a good economy, I can be a spectator and dream about being as rich as them too some day. In a poor economy that dream is shattered.

How can you spend money on opening day for the Baltimore Orioles when there are so many charities that need your support?

Every time you buy a ticket to a professional sporting event you are making the rich richer. Dontcha think professional athletes should have to play without being paid? I think pro athletes should have to get a real job and play sports as a hobby… in their free time. Then we would all have a true hero to cheer for.

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Filed under: Uncategorized — Tags: , — laranieberding @ 11:32 am

You Are Accepting and Open


When You Are At Your Best or in a Social Setting:

You are philosophical and opinionated. You have quite a few pet causes, and you’re always adopting a new one.
People see you as clever and smart. You now a lot, and you love to talk about a variety of subjects.

When You Are Comfortable:

You are enthusiastic and flexible. You are open-minded. You prefer to learn from others… not judge them.
People see you as kind and cooperative. You are very supportive when friends are down on their luck.

December 5, 2008

Winner – Oh Yes!

Filed under: NaNoWriMo — Tags: , , , , — laranieberding @ 11:58 am

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I am sitting here looking at the NaNoWriMo winner badge and thinking “I cannot believe I did it!”  I also cannot believe it is December 5.  The last day I remember is October 31.  From November 1 to November 30, I lived in the world the characters in my story lived in.  Although I had ideas about what I wanted to write, the work took on a life of its own.  It was a lot like reading a story.  I wanted to keep writing to see what was going to happen.

I ended up writing over 68,000 words. When I first started, I had a concept, a couple of characters and a thin plot line that I thought I could follow.  At that point, I was not sure the story I wanted to tell would reach 50,000 words.  In order to “win” NaNoWriMo you have to write a minimum of 50,000 words.  For the first three days, I had a daily quota.  I would write 2,000 words a day.  When I had written 2,000 words I would stop.  Then I went to my first write in.

There are participants in NaNoWriMo who volunteer to coordinate write-ins.  NaNo calls them Municipal Liaisons.  The ML for my area was so kind and so full of advice that truly inspired me.  At my first write-in, the ML told me do not hold back. “Just write your little heart out.” She advised.  From that moment on, I wrote…and wrote…and wrote.  I carried a notebook with me everywhere.  Whenever a character spoke to me, I wrote it down.  I sat for hours on end in front of my laptop living in a self created world.  It was facinating. It was frustrating.  I stalled often.  Whenever I stalled, the ML gave me a jump start.

I also liked going to the once a week write-ins because I met other writers.  I live in a college town.  Most of the attendees were college students.  Some of them were English majors. Some of them were in Creative Writing classes.  That brought back memories.  I took a couple of writing classes when I was in college. It also reminded me that I barely earned a passing grade in those classes.  College professors did not like my colloquial and lack of proper grammar writing style.  It forces me to admit my writing isn’t the greatest.  My stories are flat. When  a reader gets to the end of the story they may say “What was the point?”  Well, my stories are slice of life scenarios.  There is no point.  Except entertainment.  Since I live in a beach town, my stories are good to read to wile away the time on the beach.

I followed the ML’s advice and I wrote my little heart out.  To my surprise, the story poured out of me.  I think I reached 50,000 words at the end of week two.  Just because I reached the NaNo goal, I did not stop. I just kept writing.  There is another element to NaNo-challenges.  NaNo is divided into regions.  You can join as many regions as you want.  The regions have forums.  The forums are full of chit chat, writing cues, ideas for scenes…it was endless. Evidently writers like to write-ALOT!!  When you set one of the regions as your home region, all the words you write contribute to the total words written in that region.  I live in Maryland so I set the Maryland region as my home region.  Maryland writers wrote 25,743,637 words.  We came in second to Seattle, Washington in overall word count.

In the Maryland region forums, there were invitations to write-ins all over the state, ideas for inspiration, and things called challenges.  Some one would post they were at say, 5,000 words and they would like to write 4,000 more by the end of the day.  They would challenge forum readers to also write 4,000 words by the end of the day.  It was fun trying to meet the challenge.  At one of the write-ins, we had a word war.  Some one set their watch to beep in ten minutes.  We all typed as many words as possible within the ten minutes. I ended up typing around 500 words.

That is how I kept writing, and writing, and writing.  That is how I spent my November.  Now what?  From what is written on NaNoWriMo web site, seems as though peopele are feeling the let down after that intense pressure of writing.  Seems people are returning to their regular lives.  I have not felt the let down yet.  I did not bring my story to a conclusion so I am still working on it.  I also am starting to write down story ideas for next year’s NaNo.  I have begun to strategize my time for next November.  I also cannot wait to reconnect with local writers at the write-ins.

With NaNoWriMo 2008 under my belt, NaNoWriMo 2009 look out here I come!

November 6, 2008

NaNoWriMo-About my novel

Filed under: NaNoWriMo — Tags: , , , , — laranieberding @ 6:25 pm

I thought these questions borrowed from the forums on NaNoWriMo.org were interesting.  Just to pique your curiosity, I thought I would share my answers with you.

How do you write?

I get in my bed at 7:00 PM every night.  I wear my most comfortable and cuddly clothes.  I have a laptop on a lap desk that I bang away on until midnight.  Sometimes I turn the TV on.  Sometimes I play music.  It does not matter if it is quiet or noisy in my writing environment.  I can pretty much write anywhere, any time, distractions or no distractions.

What is your story genre? What world does it take place in?

My story is mainstream fiction.  Ok. We are not talking prize winning or Oprah Book Club worthy.  It’s a good read for the beach.  It takes place today and on Earth. (Compared to Fantasy writers who create worlds and stories take place in the past or future.)

Brief synopsis of your story:

Married, stay at home mom for four children, Ernestine is lonely, bored and finding life unfulfilled at the age of 40.  Then she discovers a whole new world online.

What is your title?

The Misadventures of My Cyberlife.

Who is your main character(s)? Tell a little bit about them.

Ernestine is the main character.  She is humming along in a middle class lifestyle doing what is expected of her.  At the beginning of the story she has not embraced the concept that she is in control of her life.  She lets others decide for her.  I hope by the end of the novel she takes charge of her life and becomes the empowered woman Oprah tells us we can be.

What is the first sentence of your story?

“She is a single mother. She has two jobs. She is raising two children. When does she have time to date? Today on Penelope we will show you the world of online dating!”

Oh wait! Those are the opening sentences of my novel!

How did you come up with the idea for your novel?

I am fascinated with the dynamics of relationships.  Observing fantasy/role playing games and the relationships within those games inspired my novel.

How much time will have passed in your story when you have finished?

I have not thought that far ahead yet. The story wants to be a year long.  However, it might end up being a month long.

November 5, 2008

I attended my first Write-In

Filed under: NaNoWriMo — Tags: , , , — laranieberding @ 4:52 pm

In a moment of INSANITY, I signed up for the National Novel Writing contest.  Might I remind you? I have never written ANYTHING!  Well, you know besides a couple of snarky blog entries.  Yet, I write like a maniac every day now.  The goal is to write 50,000 words by November 30.  I set a personal goal of 2,000 words per day.  I figure since this year’s Thanksgiving feast is at my house, if I have 50k by November 25 I won’t be the glassy eyed, sleep deprived, engrossed in the lives of my characters hostess.  Uh…not that my guests would notice.  They probably would say I look glassy eyed and sleep deprived most years.  However that has to do with other variables and not writing.  I just thought of a side benefit to having my novel finished by Nov 25.  When my family asks me, “so Lara what do you want to be when you grow up?”  I can respond “I want to be a writer!”  When they roll their eyes and pat my head while saying “sure honey sure.”  I will be able to say, “no. really. here is my novel.” (grins an evil grin at the prospective situation)

As of this post, I am on target with my goal.  I have been able to achieve 2,000 words per day.  I am actually looking forward to my writing time each night.  As an official participant in NaNoWriMo, I signed up for some of the forums.  WOW! Those forums are so active.  Evidently writers like to write.  They write all the time.  Some of the participants word counts are in the 15,000 range and we are only in day 5.  One of the things they do on the forums is announce write ins.  I was so excited when I saw there would be a write in event in my area.

It was so much fun.  The people were mostly college students.  It did not bother me that I was the oldest or second oldest person there.  The people were vetran NaNoWriMo participants.  It did not bother me that I was the only “non-writer” there.  They were so friendly.  They were full of advice.  They shared openly about their novels. They shared about their writing trials and tribulations.  The two hour event went by so quickly.  When I left I felt energized and inspired.  I am looking forward to attending next week’s write in.

Ok. That is all for now. Cause…you know…I have to go write.

November 3, 2008

I am participating in NaNoWriMo!!

Filed under: NaNoWriMo — Tags: , , , — laranieberding @ 6:52 pm

It was a dark and spooky Halloween on Friday October 31, 2008.  I was home alone.  All the lights in the house were turned off (you know cause we are suffering from global warming and one should do all they can to conserve energy; not to mention the economy sucks and one never knows if one will have enough money to cover the electric bill next month) I am tucked in bed with my laptop.  I am perusing my Google Reader.  One of my favortie RSS feeds comes from Quiet Rebel Writer.  In her post Creative Link Love and a QRW recap she happened to mention NaNoWriMo.  Since I did not know what that was, I had to investigate further.  Truns out NaNoWriMo stands for National Novel Writing Month.  Also turns out it is quite a popular project/challenge.  The concept is to write 50,000 words in 30 days.  The 30 days being the whole month of November.  Now, I do not know what possed me.  It probably has to do with the fact that I spent all of October reading Cristina Favreau’s blog about anti-procrastination.  Something came over me and I entered the contest.  I can hear Dr. Phil saying “WHAT WERE YOU THINKING!?!” I dunno Dr. Phi.  I think the spirits possed me.

This is completely impromtu.  I have no outline.  I have no predefind characters.  I am starting with a completely blank page.  I am going to see where this little adventure takes me.  Here is my profile if you want to check me out.

I am sending out productivity vibes to all the NaNoWriMo participants.  Good luck!

September 24, 2008

Ah…the joys of writing

Filed under: Entertainment — Tags: , , — laranieberding @ 11:57 am

September 7, 2008

Fictionalized me

Filed under: Observations in Life — laranieberding @ 7:51 pm

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There is an interesting blog post on Conversation Agent by Michael Leis.  His article The Truth is in 140 Characters stirred my conscious enough to write a response in my own blog post.

What did he say?

I think he is addressing the business crowd.  The way I read his article he is offering some insight into why social networking/social media is successful.  He is advising businesses on how to approach social networking/social media by giving them a peek at the “innards” of the system.  Now that I write that, let me reword it to say he is giving business a glimpse of the psychology involved underneath social networking/social media.  Here is the quote that made me pause and think “so.”

This is why I believe Social Media is taking off at rates unseen by any other form of media: it’s the people you know, fictionalized.”

Now I ask you, how is this any different then life itself?  Suppose I am looking for a job.  Suppose I get a call for an interview.  Let me tell you, the person I present in that interview is a fictionalized version of myself.  Ok another example.  Suppose it is Sunday.  Suppose I go to church.  The person I present once I have passed through those church doors is a fictionalized version of myself.  To the clergy/minister standing at the pulpit,to the others sitting in church and to myself at that moment  I profess to be a “good religious person.”  When God above KNOWS I was out Saturday night breaking 7 out of 10 commandments. 

Leis also touches on the subject of keeping in touch with people we knew in High School. He says,

“While of course they are real people in real life, as far as my interaction with them goes, they are only serving as entertainment. Neither one of us wants to be real friends again. We just want to enjoy the entertainment value of the friendship.”

Uh-huh.  Again, how is this any different then life itself?  My father in law is 70 years old.  He does not have a Facebook, MySpace or Twitter account.  Every year he attends two reunions.  One is a dinner out with the people he went to grade school with.  Yes. You read that correctly.  I said GRADE SCHOOL.  The other is a bull roast at the homecoming game  for his high school reunion.  He does not sustain intense, meaningful, relationships with his classmates.  He enjoys the entertainment value.  He connects with people he once had a shared experience.  I know he has purchased products, tried restaurants or gone to visit a place because this group of people discussed it.  I know he did not try their recommendations because he had some life long meaningful relationship with them.  I think he tried their recommendations because he wanted to connect with them.  He would have the opportunity at the next reunion to say, “Hey! I tried that thing you recommended.”  Then that awkward moment, where you are not sure what to say to someone for all intents and purposes is a stranger, melts away.

Michael Leis wrote a great article. Obviously.  His article resonated within me.  I liked the intensity I felt reading his article.

You know what?

I think because technology has introduced a new way or enhanced a way for us to communicate we find it necessary to over analyze it.  Human nature is human nature.  It is going to show no matter what medium you use.  I am going to enjoy my social networking/social media ride.  I am probably not going to give much thought to why I am going to enjoy the ride.

August 27, 2008

Reciprocity in Relationships

Filed under: Observations in Life — laranieberding @ 9:15 am

“Making Friendships Blossom…These methods can get you out of truly sick naiad dyads and improve marginal cases, moving them away from strict role division toward reciprocity and flexibility.”  ~Martha Beck (April, 2008 O Magazine)

 

In Martha Beck’s article, “The Friendship Test,” she explains the different roles people assume in a friendship.  This look at friendships made me wonder about relationships in general.  I wonder if healthy relationships within families are based on reciprocity.  Or is it more common for family relationships to be based on fixed roles.

 

People expect friendships to come and go.  If a person is feeling unhealthy in a friendship, attempts to improve the relationship are accepted.  Sometimes the attempts are successful and the relationship moves towards reciprocity and flexibility.  Sometimes the attempts are unsuccessful and people move on.

 

Yet, family relationships are expected to last a life time.  Some people believe family relationships should last a life time at all costs.  Is this healthy? 

August 20, 2008

Task after Task

Filed under: Productivity — laranieberding @ 9:15 am

“…consistently getting reasonably close to your objective, task after task, will put you far ahead  of most other people.” ~Martha Beck (March, 2008 O Magazine)

 

I catch myself thinking “If only I won the lottery…”  I know this is not an uncommon thought.  The fact that I frequently pass a billboard advertising the lottery jack pot does not help either.  It makes me wonder why do we think we deserve an easy ride in life?  We all have our challenges.  Isn’t that what makes a robust life?  So if we are somewhere close to where we want to be, isn’t that satisfactory?

 

I know I am where I want to be.  I know I am where I need to be.  I don’t know where I should be going.  I need a new objective to work task after task towards.

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